The hardest year but still too much learnt throughout the year. Some lessons learnt...
♥ Self love ♥
No one will when you're not. You will glow up when you accept who you're. Appreciate and thank yourself too. Do what do want to do. I finally realize that I am passionate about writing short poem or thoughts. It is one of my way to express my emotions and thoughts too. Never downgrade yourself to please others.
♥ Be grateful ♥
Count your blessings and appreciate your loved one. Be thankful for everything you have: supportive family, still working, have food on table despite of this hard time. Some people might have harder time than you, so stop complaining. You're being blessed for too much.
♥ Rely on Allah ONLY!
When you have hard time, share your load with Allah not anyone else. Cry and beg for Him as He never judge you even for smallest thing. He has His own way to to answer you. Believe it!! And He is also the best secret keeper.
♥ Never judge anyone
I'm still learn to do this. We never know what struggle he/she facing. Just pray the best for them! Don't be jealous if someone have something you don't have. Allah will bless you in His own unique ways.
♥ Ask for The Best ♥
Allah knows what the best for you and you don't. He knows if you're capable or not. He knows what future holds. So just trust Him to give what's the best. Ask Him to help you accept His plans and take away everything that not be yours. I learnt this while studied the meaning of doa istikharah. Such a lovely lesson to keep remind myself.
♥ Improve yourself ♥
Never stop learn to be better person everyday even you keep doing sin. Allah is The Most Forgiver. I learned to improve my basic Ibadah, try to constantly doing sedekah and regularly listen to religion talk for my spiritual need. And I'm seeking financial, parenting and marriage knowledge too.
♥ Let go ♥
Let me leave behind everything I don't belong and move forward to accept what I need and deserve. Never try to catch up on others. You are on your own track my dear.
Thank you !!!
Signing off,
2020
