Before start listing out my goals for 2019, let's go through what I had achieved in 2018.
1. Alhamdulillah, with Allah permission I finally got permanent job even though it's not my dream job but start to work around this industry is a blessing 😘.
2. I'm still progressing in learning to make myself better, struggled to keep my ibadah on time is hard but yes! I must keep trying. I do learn to accept my journey planned by Allah and He knows what's better for me. I do learn 'love is not forcing thing to happen but let go thing flows its path'.
3. For the saving part, I did lost track. I was far away to achieve of 8k lifesaver. I still cannot spend much of saving due to commitment I have but surely I will try my best to save. I start again 'Green Box' hopefully it's successful 😍.
4. Adult issues. It sounds UNETHICAL topics but it's actually gaining knowledge of marriage, financial planning, motherhood and everything i should know being an adult. At this age, I do learn to gain as much knowledge about the real world and it's hard to be an adult 😭😭😭. You have a lot to think and to plan. But insha Allah, I will learn slowly and with Allah's permission, I believe I can survive. Aminn. 😍
5. Plan business. I got stuck at this goal, at this moment I am still searching that business should I do. But I still do my small dropship business of fashion business.
6. I love traveling but sadly last year I didn't manage to travel outside Malaysia due to financial and time limit. Alhamdulillah, I did go for island daytrip with family 😍😍😍.
7. Soulmate.I bet 2018 is not the time yet for me to find one but I did learn a lot. I did crush on someone I know since high school but I didn't make any move for it. What's a coward girl I'm. The main reason I didn't do it because I still confused with my own feeling and we are not in the same level of lifestyle so I just keep those feelings deep inside alone. I just prayed to Allah to ease everything for me if he's the one. Now, I am bit calm and I just follow the flow and remember
NO MATTER HOW FAR WE ARE, IF ALLAH PLAN US TO TOGETHER, FINALLY WE'LL FIND A WAY. ❤❤❤
8. One of the reasons i do start blogging. I want to polish my writing skills especially in English. I do write quotes sometimes and it's my way of expressing feeling.
9. Be part of halal organization community. It was my target since 2016 but I'm still looking forward to it. Pray for me to have chance attending halal seminar in future.
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So here are my 2019 DREAM BOX 💖
1. BE A CHEMIST/ RND EXECUTIVE 🔬
I love something challenging as I quite hate routine schedule, so this year I try to hunt for chemist job and start gaining more experience as well.
2. 8K LIFESAVER 💰
Being 26, I realise the important of good financial planning. I am planning to continue my 8k lifesaver and get life insurance too.
3. UMRAH TRIP 🕋
Since mak ayah, acik and adik went for Makkah last year, I did have intention to go there one day. Pray for me that I could start save for this trip. THE MOST PLACE I WANT TO BE IS MAKKAH 😭😭😭. ALLAH! pliss invite me be there too 😭😭😭. Aminn
4. IMPROVE MYSELF
I had too much too improved including my solat, I still cannot do it the best. Be kind to everyone and dont being RIAK & TAKABUR with others. I should get rid of the feeling of being the best than others, getting jealous with others and buruk sangka attitude.
5. SOULMATE 💍
This year, all my geng rempit are getting married and I'm the one left and alone. I still got worried about this and guess what Mak dah start tanya when i getting married. Hopefully this year I can have a step forward too ❤❤✨.
6. TRAVEL TO JAPAN 🇯🇵
Planning to step in Kyoto in spring 2020 🌸🌸🌸. So I think 2019 will not be the year yet but I need to start the money saving. Seeing cherry blossom blooms is one my wishlist too so let'swork it out!!! Gambatte!!
7. SEDEKAH & DHUHA 😘
I do want to start constantly giving sedekah every month and do start trying for DHUHA PRAYERS too.
8. HEALTHY AND GLOWING SKIN 😍
I want my face to be acne, scars and burn free. I do want glowing skin to I do not look pale when I did not have lipstick 😘
So, let's work those list out 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻
