Saturday, 14 November 2020

Setia

 Aku masih di sini

Walaupun jatuh berkali kali

Engkau masih hulurkan tangan 

Adakala lukaku parah sekali

Hingga aku perlu bertongkat

Tapi engkau setia disisi


Saat aku kelu berbicara

Walau sepatah kata

Hanya ditemani air mata 

Engkau datang memujuk

Engkau setia mendengar

Engkau setia disisi


Saat aku hilang arah

Saat aku tiada dahan berpaut

Saat aku tak mampu teruskan

Engkau setia disisi

Engkau bagi aku cinta

Engkau bagi aku rindu


Walau aku kadangkala degil

Walau aku belum sempurna

Kadang aku cuba menjauh

Tapi engkau setia disisi

Engkau masih sayang

Engkau sentiasa datang


Kerana aku sifatnya mudah lupa

Kerana aku belum mampu sepenuhnya setia

Kerana aku masih bertatih

Belajar untuk  rindu dan cinta

Hanya pada Engkau 

Cinta yang satu


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Sunday, 1 November 2020

The curve

It was like 'boom hitting me'

I was clueless 

My mind went blank 

I was miserable 

Angry, sad, shame - all mixed up

I kept asking why and why

Do I need to be invisible now

I have another plan for this

How it can be twisted like this


......................


How can I not remember 

I was the one who asked

For the way out and solution 

I asked Him to guide me

I asked Him to sort this out

So why I'm got mad when this happened 

He already answered me

Now I just need to move forward 

He knows me better than I do

He knows good when I don't 

He knows everything of future holds

I just need to SMILE and live on


011120  00:57| Shah Alam