Bittersweet of 2020

The hardest year but still too much learnt throughout the year. Some lessons learnt...

♥ Self love ♥

No one will when you're not. You will glow up when you accept who you're. Appreciate and thank yourself too. Do what do want to do. I finally realize that I am passionate about writing short poem or thoughts. It is one of my way to express my emotions and thoughts too. Never downgrade yourself to please others. 

♥ Be grateful ♥

Count your blessings and appreciate your loved one. Be thankful for everything you have: supportive family,  still working,  have food on table despite of this hard time. Some people might have harder time than you, so stop complaining. You're being blessed for too much.

♥ Rely on Allah ONLY!

When you have hard time, share your load with Allah not anyone else. Cry and beg for Him as He never judge you even for smallest thing. He has His own way to to answer you.  Believe it!! And He is also the best secret keeper.

♥ Never judge anyone

I'm still learn to do this. We never know what struggle he/she facing. Just pray the best for them!  Don't be jealous if someone have something you don't have. Allah will bless you in His own unique ways.

♥ Ask for The Best ♥

Allah knows what the best for you and you don't. He knows if you're capable or not. He knows what future holds. So just trust Him to give what's the best. Ask Him to help you accept His plans and take away everything that not be yours. I learnt this while studied the meaning of doa istikharah. Such a lovely lesson to keep remind myself.

♥ Improve yourself ♥

Never stop learn to be better person everyday even you keep doing sin. Allah is The Most Forgiver. I learned to improve my basic Ibadah, try to constantly doing sedekah and regularly listen to religion talk for my spiritual need. And I'm seeking financial, parenting and marriage knowledge too. 

♥ Let go ♥

Let me leave behind everything I don't belong and move forward to accept what I need and deserve. Never try to catch up on others. You are on your own track my dear. 

Thank you !!!

Signing off, 

2020 

Setia

 Aku masih di sini

Walaupun jatuh berkali kali

Engkau masih hulurkan tangan 

Adakala lukaku parah sekali

Hingga aku perlu bertongkat

Tapi engkau setia disisi

Saat aku kelu berbicara

Walau sepatah kata

Hanya ditemani air mata 

Engkau datang memujuk

Engkau setia mendengar

Engkau setia disisi

Saat aku hilang arah

Saat aku tiada dahan berpaut

Saat aku tak mampu teruskan

Engkau setia disisi

Engkau bagi aku cinta

Engkau bagi aku rindu

Walau aku kadangkala degil

Walau aku belum sempurna

Kadang aku cuba menjauh

Tapi engkau setia disisi

Engkau masih sayang

Engkau sentiasa datang

Kerana aku sifatnya mudah lupa

Kerana aku belum mampu sepenuhnya setia

Kerana aku masih bertatih

Belajar untuk  rindu dan cinta

Hanya pada Engkau 

Cinta yang satu

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The curve

It was like 'boom hitting me'

I was clueless 

My mind went blank 

I was miserable 

Angry, sad, shame - all mixed up

I kept asking why and why

Do I need to be invisible now

I have another plan for this

How it can be twisted like this

......................

How can I not remember 

I was the one who asked

For the way out and solution 

I asked Him to guide me

I asked Him to sort this out

So why I'm got mad when this happened 

He already answered me

Now I just need to move forward 

He knows me better than I do

He knows good when I don't 

He knows everything of future holds

I just need to SMILE and live on

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Selamat Hari Lahir ! 

Terima kasih untuk kekuatan hari² lepas

Terima kasih untuk masih bertahan 

Terima kasih untuk terus ke depan

Walau tiada siapa tahu...

Bila mata ini banjir

Bila hati ini sakit

Bila bahu ini hampir patah

Bila kepala ini hendak meletup

Bila nafas ini sesak

Bila jasad ini mahu menghilang

Terima kasih untuk tetap bangun dan tersenyum walaupun penghujung terowong masih samar. 

Semoga Isma Amirah menjadi ...

Seorang yang lebih kuat

Seorang yang lebih bijak dan matang

Seorang yang lebih baik perwatakan dan akhlaknya

Seorang sentisa diberikan kesihatan yang baik

Seorang yang sentiasa bersyukur dan lebih memberi

Seorang yang menyayangi setiap orang di sekelilingnya. 

2020 tahun yang mencabar tapi Allah buka peluang untuk seorang Isma Amirah menjadi lebih baik. 

Selamat Ulang Tahun ! 

Survived 27 years and I now you will do more years ahead.

Love yourself first ♥

Rasa itu

Rasa itu

Kusangka hanya seketika cuma

Singgahan buat si hati

Tanpa sedar bertahun mendiami

Rasa itu

Mungkin ini karma dari Tuhan

Asbab kata² ku yang lalu

Apa yang tersirat hanya Allah yang tahu

Rasa itu

Luahkan biar jelas tanpa bayangan

Teruskan atau tinggalkan

Tapi aku, masih takut melangkah

Rasa itu

Kerna aku tahu pipit tak mungkin bersama enggang

Kerna aku tahu langit tak mampu mendekati bumi

Tapi aku tidak tahu mengapa aku masih teruskan

Rasa itu

Benarlah kata pujangga

Benci berpada-pada suka bersederhana

Kelak mungkin memakan diri

Rasa itu

Ku serahkan pada Tuhan Pemilik Hati

Mudahkan andai ia milikku

Jauhkan jika hanya ujian

090820  00:31 | Shah Alam

Life ; The greatest teacher

Tuhan tak pernah kejam
Tapi engkau yang menzalimi diri sendiri
Meminta² apa yang bukan untukmu
Memaksa Tuhan menurutimu
Padahal kamu tahu
Tuhan itu lebih tahu

Tuhan tidak memberi
Bukan beerti engkau tidak dipeduli
Tuhan tahu kebaikan dan keburukan tiap sesuatu
Tuhan lebih tahu apa yang ada di depanmu
Sedangkan engkau belum tahu apa terjadi walau sesaat kehadapan

Jika engkau jatuh terduduk dengan ujian Tuhan
Ingatlah Tuhan tahu engkau mampu
Pikir kembali masa lalu
Kerana hidup ini ibarat roda
Berputar²; adakala diatas adakala dibawah
Tapi engkau masih mampu berdiri
Harini Disini
Kerana diri lalumu yang tak mengalah

Terus melangkah kedepan
Walaupun laluan kabur dan masih ragu²
Cuba dan terus mencuba
Kerna Tuhan itu Maha Melihat
Kerna Tuhan itu Maha Penyayang


040820 22:50 | Shah Alam

Oreo Cheesekut 🍪

 

Bahan²
Biskut jagung
Cream cheese 250gm
Susu segar 2 sudu
Susu pekat 1/4 cawan (ikut citarasa kemanisan)
Oreo (optional)


Cara²
1. Blend cream cheese + susu pekat + susu segar
2. Celupkan biskut kedalam susu segar dan susun didalam bekas.
3. Apabila siap satu lapisan, sapukan campuran cheese dan taburkan oreo hancur (jika mahu)
4. Ulang step 2 dan 3 sehingga habis.
5. Sejukkan di dalam peti ais selama 4 jam sebelum dipotong.

Selamat mencuba!

Dalgona Coffee Viral ☕🤤😋

Biasa la time PKP ni scroll hp jer, semua duk try buat Dagolna Coffee dan cakap sedap..so let's try

BAHAN²
1 sachet instant coffee
1½ gula ( sebab sachet dah ada gula)
2 sudu air panas
Fresh milk (nak sedap guna full cream milk)

CARA²
1. Tuang 1 sachet coffee, gula dan air ke dalam satu bekas.
2. Kacau sehingga bertukar warna ( kekuningan)
3. Tuang susu dalam cawan, nak letak ais pon boleh (tak letak sebab susu dah sejuk).
4. Masukkan kopi yang dah dikacau tadi ke dalam susu.
5. Kacau sebati sebelum minum 🤤...so shedappp

The aroma from the coffee and the creamy texture from milk..ummppphh 😚

Simplest Basque Burnt Cheesecake 🧀🍰

Ingredients

250gm cream cheese

250 ml whipping cream

1/2 cup castor sugar

1 spoonful lemon juice

3 eggs

1 spoonful vanilla essence

2 spoonful of flour

Steps

1. Put everything in blender and mix well.

2. Put parchment paper to avoid the cake stick  and bake at 200°c for 50 mins.

3. Let cool down before serve. So yummyy ! 🤤😋

2020 Vision Board

It's already mid of February but better late than never to list out my VISION BOARD 2020. There are few things to be highlight this year.


1. UMRAH 🕋
Wish to be Allah's guest in Makkah n Medina by this year. Aminn

2.TRAVEL 🇯🇵👘🍁🍂
Hope to experience autumn season in Japan this year. Wanna learn the Greatness of Allah

2. SAVING 💰💵
Improve saving and earning too. Remain GREEN SAVING too. Start actively earning passive income.

3. GIVE MORE 😇
Try to give more to others. More you give, more you get.

4. BE POSITIVE ➕😊

Trust my journey as Allah's plan is beautiful. He not going to leave you alone.

5. NEW ME 👩🏻
Learn more, read more, stop judge others, improve more

6. PARTNER IN CRIME 💍👰🏻
Hope to meet you by this year and start complete each other

7. CAREER MOVE 💼😍
I wanna have stable and challenging career growth

8. MANDARIN
Learn mandarin and slowly understand simple conversation

Insha Allah, if Allah's will, I can have those.