Friday, 31 December 2021

Chapter of 2021 🔐

Last day before 2021 chapter's will be closed. A tough and hard year for everyone fighting with the Covid 19 and struggle to keep going forward despite the challenge ahead. But still, it was a year that taught life lessons a lot. For me myself, it was year of self improvement and healing. There's few point I could highlighted throughout the year. 


Self love

When things did not turned out as expected, I kept blaming myself until day I hate being me. I kept asking why and why for the things happened. I cried everyday  and almost got depressed too. Till someone told me to care for myself and do things I love, I started to accept my flaws and think things positively. I keep telling myself it's okay to cry and self talk really helps a lot for healing.


Appreciate your blessings

I learned to appreciate what I have rather than hoping for something I don't. I am so blessed to have caring and  loving family, good friends and always surrounded by kind people. Many people affected by Covid 19 as shutting down business, losing family members and struggled mentally and emotionally to keep sane in hardest year.


Enjoy moments with loved one

Time is short and you will never know how much chance you have to spend with your loved ones. So never wait, express your love to them. It's okay to buy them simple things, the price doesn't matter much, the moment that will last. Don't wait until you are rich, share your sustenance (blessings) with others and Allah will give more.


Have faith in Allah's plan

Even you don't see what's ahead, always believe that Allah is planning your life perfectly. When you feel like you're left behind, no you're not. You're on your own track. Allah want to prepare you for something great ahead. So just be patient a bit more, your blessing is on its way.


It's okay to not be okay

It's okay to have bad day but never let it drown you. Because you're human, your feelings are matter, it's okay to be happy a day and sad another day. As long as you are not giving up, everything will be fine some day. When you are exhausted, you can keep silent or keep distance from people who drown your energy. It's not sin, it's just self care. 


Never compare yourself to others

Never looked down on others because you're never be in their shoes and you will never be. So tolerate the difference because our track never be the same. Be careful on your words too as you might bleed someone's feeling and the pain might take much time to heal. It's not their fault that the blessing didn't come yet, it is just the matter of time. You're are not the winner if you achieved something early, it is your timeline. Allah is fair, He will test all of us accordingly, some are facing despair before receiving blessings and vice versa. 


365days of 2021 taught me a lot of life. But I thanked and was so grateful, I realized something before it's too late. 2021 is adulting year too even I am still not that ready for adult's things. Thanks and bye 2021.



2030 311221 |Kuala Terengganu

Sunday, 24 October 2021

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Selamat ulangtahun 28
Syukur diberi peluang
Kerna masih teruskan
terima kasih
Walau berjuta kali tangisan berjurai
Engkau masih percaya
Masih ada jalan didepan
Engkau bukan ketinggalan
Tapi haluan kau sedikit panjang 🤍



Sunday, 18 July 2021

Hanya Buat Yang Terpilih 🤍

"Allah tidak  menjemput orang yang mampu tapi Allah akan mampukan orang yg Dia jemput"

Kadang² Allah tangguhkan pertemuan itu supaya kamu lebih bersedia. Ya ! Bersedia sepenuhnya supaya hatimu benar² ikhlas bertemuNya. 

Tahun ke 2 , hanya orang² yang betul² terpilih boleh menunaikan Haji. Asbab Covid19, bilangan jemaah dikurangkan demi keselamatan semua. Sedih bila tengok gambar, suasana haji tak semeriah dulu, biasanya padat dengan manusia yang berlumba² untuk mendapatkan haji mabrur. 

Semoga Allah angkat wabak ini dan menjemput semua yang berhajat ke sana.

Ya Allah, Jemputlah aku dan keluargaku ke sana dalam keadaaan dan waktu yang baik.




Malam sebelum Hari Arafah 8.45pm | 180721

Monday, 5 July 2021

I am sorry


Before anything else, you should love yourself first 🤍

Sunday, 6 June 2021

Aku Masih Di Sini

 Aku masih di sini

Meniti hari tanpa destinasi

Aku terlihat bahagia luarnya

Namun tak siapa tahu hati ini

Yang tak pernah tenang lagi aman


Aku masih di sini

Ada yang bilang aku selesa

Aku dilihat tak cuba berusaha

Tapi hanya aku tahu semuanya

Segala suka duka yang datang


Aku masih di sini

Kadang aku hampir gila

Tak mampu kuhadam jalan yang diberi

Tapi Dia masih sayang

Kerana aku masih ada iman


Aku masih di sini

Entah sampai  bila kumampu bertahan

Menahan beban sendiri tanpa bantuan

Tuhan bagi aku ruang dan peluang

Untuk aku dapat sikit perhatianMu


Aku masih di sini

Saat dan ketika ini

Andai satu saat aku tersungkur

Capai tanganku dan tunjukkan jalan

Kerana itu yang aku perlukan 


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Wednesday, 21 April 2021

Rice Bubble Crunchy 🍫

 Snacks / Kudap² paling senang.

Guna 2 bahan sahaja tau.


1. Beryl's Dark Chocolate

2. Rice Bubble


Cara² :

1. Cairkan coklat ( guna double boiled - supaya coklat tak hangit)

2. Tutupkan api dan biarkan sekejap sebelum masukkan rice bubble kedalam periuk tadi

3. Gaul rata dan sudukan adunan tadi di atas loyang mengikut saiz yang dikehendaki. 

4. Sejukan dalam freezer selama 15 minit dan sedia untuk di makan. Yummss 😋








Sunday, 14 February 2021

Sandaran

Saat tak mampu kuluah

Rasa yang terbeban

Mataku sering berkaca

Aku buntu dan keliru

Dimana harus ku mulakan

Bagaimana aku mahu selesaikan


Tuhan, aku hampir rebah

Tuhan, aku hampir kalah

Aku tahu ujian ini tak sia²

Ada kejutan untukku di depan

Tapi pinjamkan aku kekuatan

Hingga aku melihat cantiknya pelangi


Tuhan, jangan pernah kau tinggalkan

Aku terkapai sendirian

Kerna aku tahu kau pasti ada jalan

Untuk segalanya yang aku risaukan

Kerna kau Tuhan sekalian alam


January 2021 

Saturday, 13 February 2021

Kata

Jangan disoal mengapa aku disini

Kau bilang aku takut ke depan

Andai kau tahu apa yang aku rasakan

Mana mungkin engkau berkata sedemikian


Andai semudah itu jalan di hadapan

Akan aku cepat berjalan

Kerana aku juga mahu lupakan

Kisah pedih dan terluka semalam


Maaf andai aku menjauh

Luka semalam belum sembuh

Parut itu masih kelihatan

Dan aku takut terjatuh lagi


Jalan kita tak kan serupa

Mungkin jalanku sedikit panjang

Tapi aku yakin

Bila waktunya aku akan sampai 


Hidup ini tak pernah sempurna

Lompong ada dimana mana

Usah kau mendabik dada

Kerana karma itu ada


120221 1930 | Shah Alam

Friday, 29 January 2021

2021 Keys 🗝


It's already 2021 and January almost comes to end in few days. How time flies. But still it's not too late to reset new goals. This year,  I am going to focus more on self improve. Here, 10 keynotes that I need to keep remind myself ✨. Better version of myself is in progress 💪🏻 . 



It is easier to achieve when you have specific goals. In order to make it clearer, I create this vision board for my 'a bit confidential' goals for 2021. Since, I cannot set this post as ONLY ME,  so I need to blur the details 😜😝. Pray for me as I can get all of these fulfilled by end of 2021. Aminn ♥.